Pain in my mind.

The pain in my body, that feels my heart from the bottom and up. My kind of love splitted from deepest place in my heart. I don't know myself any more, i can't look in the mirror and see myself. The things i see, the failure in my look. I'm just me, that fault i see..

I cant smile anymore, just faking my days. Day by day, i just want the days pass over and start again. Some ays i have it good and somedays the worst is fills me. I will love to have remote to me feelings, just turning them off. It could be nice, just ship it over or just take a pause.